johnny88's Blog

Well i met a girl off the internet a month and although i wasnt looking for anything serious i was quite frankly taken aback by her. 

Well first date we went to the cinema it was a quick decision over the internet so i was rushing around like a mad man trying to get there on time got there just before film started. well it was the strangest first meet/date i have ever had. we came out the cinema talked for literally 5 minutes and she said she was going to get a taxi. 5 minutes of talk ? lol i left feeling slightly confused i must say. on the way home she text me saying she was sorry she was just really nervous. 

we met up again had great night and this is the great thing about when im with her, we have sooo much fun and to be fair its refreshing because honestly recent times im not the most fun of guys for my age because of my own annoying issues . so to have that fun brought back into my life was sooo amazing :) and ive cherished it. what i like about her is shes not afraid to offend me and shes straight up no bullshitting and its great. we do soo much together and we always find something random and fun to do. im not sure if what will happen between us because i will be moving in september to go to university. how many times does life leave you with these sorts of dilemmas huh ? 

but we have spoke about this and she asked me about it and i just said well i have thought about it too and as much as its annoying i cant do anything about it and you never know whats going to happen within 5 month of going to uni anything could happen. i said i just wanted to enjoy the time we do spend together.

what i do know is that i will always remember esther  

for her cute smile and her adorable laugh. 
she has a plant called frank :) i mean how cool is that ? frank the plant , i said to esther frank told me many men have walked through her bedroom door but none are quite like me  lol 

anyway.. i just want to say its so easy to want to find love with that one person or just look for sex and someone gets hurt or used. i just want to say for once dont put a label on thisthing you have with someone just let it be and youll be surprised at how much fun you have and how much respect and care you will develop for this person. not wanting anything from them just allowing them to be as they are and not expecting anything from this thing yous have. it is truly amazing